I wonder if you fell for her before or after you decided that you didn’t “love” me anymore.(via perpetuallyparadoxical)
It’s funny, how when you are in a relationship with someone, your mind absently notices them in everything and everywhere. Their eye color in your morning coffee, a shirt you think they would like, their name on a building, billboard, or a company with their name, when you are somewhere and see their favorite breed of a dog or cat, their favorite color, their birthday, their favorite food, a song they love, someone with their same name, anything. And when you lose this certain person, you finally notice how much they consumed your thoughts, and it haunts you. It haunts you when you first wake up, when you are out somewhere, when you are taking a shower, when you are walking, when you are driving, even in your dreams and nightmares, you still notice this person, and see them in everything and everywhere. It haunts you, it haunts you, it haunts you.And I am still haunted by you. (via dollpoetry)
1. Do not say “I love you” if you do not mean it.
2. Do not date someone just to make another person jealous.
3. Do not cheat.
4. Do not lie, not even about little insignificant things.
5. Do not date someone just because someone else in unavailable at the moment.
6. Do not play with someone’s emotions.
7. Just be a decent fucking person.
Okay, I’ve broken in front of you
too many times to count. It’s
the same number as the times
I’ve pulled myself together. What
do you call a car that’s never a
write-off no matter how many
times you bring it to the shop?
Reliable, I think, or maybe strong.
Okay, I have pills in my bedside table
and my muscles ache from holding
myself together. There are support
beams in every skyscraper and
no one faults them for needing
the help. Okay, okay, okay. I
know you think I’m fragile. I’m not.
I’m the building still standing
after the storm.